I just wanna say....
NO ONE WOULD CARE ENOUGH TO DO THAT SHIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
okay im alright now. My friend just turned sixteen, and i love her. but it bothers me that people are doing all this shit for her birthday, not just hers, all of them go full out for eachothers birthday. i have known them for years and i barely even get a "happy bday" from some of them. i never had a big party for me before. i guess it was partly cos i had a fear of people not showing up. im not very popular, atleast i wasnt in elementary school.
i always feel so alone on my birthdays. my family always does something for me, my sister especially always trys to make me feel special. i know im not. i hate going to birthday parties. i go to some if i know it'll feel like we're hanging out like usual. i dodnt go to my friends sweet sixteen yesterday cos one of them is being really immature and rude about my financial situation.
whatever. i really wish i atleast came to drop off her present or something, i really do love the girl; she and i never had any problems.
i hung out with my sister and her bff today. i got some makeup and some overpriced food. some guy wanted to buy off my sisters olympic mittens.it was pretty funny cos about an hour earlier some lady asked for her toque. people are desperate.
sigh
sigh
sighhhhhh
i have to go to work with my mum, i would rather sit in my room and feel sorry for myself while folding some clothes.
I'll post again soon (again, not that anyone cares),
Love your little dead girl,
Kasia
3 comments:
everyone's special no matter who they are
some people are lucky if anyone even remembered their b-day, at least you have a family who's willing to try their best to make it memorable for you, be happy for that, no matter what issue we have to deal wit in our lives... there is always someone who has worst, remember that and be thank ful with wat you have. be happy with what you have, if you have friend who don't do alot for ur b-day, be happy you even have friends, cherish them.
if you love that girl who just had her b-day .. go give her the present.
the closer your friends are to you the better they can read you. they'll figure out that your pissed and will make it up to you or talk to you at least (plus, you don't want too look bratty infront of them :P)
the financial situation? please. its a global recession. everyone's either in debt or on welfare or their parent just took a major pay cut. your not alone in that. they just hid it better. that's all. that girl is probably in the same, close to same, or worst situaton n is tryin to make herself feel better, or make herself panic less. don't take it personally. everyone has to deal wit their situation some how, maybe thats her way..or maybe she doesn't ahve a sitaution wit money and she's just being a fuckin bitch.
carpe diem. stop being scared of this or that if you have friends spend time wit them. for gods sakes the world might end in 2012 why are you wasting ur time being scared? u might die in two years.
but keep in mind, you better
enjoy life
...because some people don't have the option to do that
It makes me feel special that you went to my birthday the one time I actually had a birthday during highschool. THANKS HUN, LOVE YOU!
Also, you could've told me that this was your other reason (if not your actual reason) that you didn't wannt to go. I'm not the kind of gay tard that judges right away. And I'm always here to listen. I'm the kind of gay tard that has excitement seizures during a videogame commercial. I ACTUALLY WISH I WAS LYING TO YOU. Seriously, I mean it. It's srs bsns.....
AND WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT, I'D GO TO YOUR BIRTHDAY CAUSE I LOVE YOU DAMMIT. I'D GO OUT AND BUY YOU A JOURNAL FROM CHAPTERS FOR YOUR PRESENT, TOO, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS SHOULD DO.
And I also probably won't have a party anyway. If I do, it'll be a cheap one with some of my friends from my old school. I'll invite you, and you should come. Because I'd most definately want you there, and I really don't tolerate any drama ramma.
Still less-than-three you!
CreepyNerdNextDoor
"or maybe she doesn't ahve a sitaution wit money and she's just being a fuckin bitch."
yes, thats exactly why im mad, because she doesnt get my situation because she doesnt have money problems. sorry i didnt reply earlier, my internet is fucked. :P
hahaha both of you guys rock.
<3
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