April 13th:
- R. asked me if i wanted to go for a movie sometime
- this was supposed to be when i told him i didnt feel that way
- i meant to avoid this whole situation altogether but my friends decided it was time to tell him to fuck off
- it looked more like an elementary school hook up instead of what it really was (a rejection)
- i told him later on that i just wasnt allowed to date and i would rather stay friends
- yes i felt bad but it had to happen sometime
- you wouldve done the same
- he still likes me
- hopefully that'll change cos his hope sort of scares me.
- i get an extra ticket from C. to see the schools rendition of the outsiders
- i go see the show (looking really good BTW...JUST THROWING THAT OUT THERE)
- we stuff all the coffee creamers in my purse
- C. and i flirt harshly
- play is good to my surprise
- C. says goodbye and walks out on us
- like an idiot, i run after him
- i say"you didnt say goodbye" he says "bye" and i get a hug/pat on the back
- WTF
- WTF
- WHAT.THE.FUDGE?
- agh!
- got ready for a birthday dinner
- went on facebook for a little while
- M. ( a i havent talked to in a while cos we got into a fight) messages me saying that she wants to set me up with this guy
- i say sure, i'll check him out
- went to N.'s 16th birthday like w00t
- had lasagna at a Greek restaurant a long with everyone else haha
- took photos and mocked the LG's and LB's that are just sooo cool like
- went home
- as im pulling into drive way i see a couple people by my house
- its M. and 2 guys
- mum goes inside and i talk to the 3 hoodlums
- one of the guys is Skyler (i know, horrible name) who turns out to be the guy M. wanted me to meet
- i meet him and he is very attractive
- like nom nom nom
- he gave me a perfectly perfect chance to kiss him and i didnt take it
- i havent seen him since
April 20th (ya, w00t)
- have fun in math class avec F. et C.
- Christian Ed. teacher bails on us so we're stuck with an incompetent coach as a teacher
- C. and some guys go out at lunch
- i later find out that they got in trouble for "celebrating 420"
- C. gets expelled a long with another guy and a couple of them are suspended for the rest of the year
- some of us suspect that C. may have squealed on the others to get out of trouble
- i havent seen any of them since then
- i didnt go to school
- had myself a Disney VHS marathon cos i had a weird urge to watch Sword in the Stone
- while looking for the tapes i found old family photos
- had a good laugh or two
- there was a dance tonight
- i couldnt go cos i got grounded for not coming home right away (this was cos my friend Kevin wouldnt let me leave and kept talking to me, any person my age understands. The Dictators dont)
- ive been watching Say Yes to the Dress for a few hours and i still dont know what A-line means
- apparently no girls from my grade went to the dance either cos they thought it was gay or they were part of the Preppies and went to a party bus thing that was going on
- only 3 guys in my grade showed up (my true love, J. being among them and my brother. the poor guys)
- i managed to find this really good indie song that i heard on the radio a while ago (its actually indie cos i couldnt find it and there are no lyric sights for it so i wrote down the ones i heard)
i'm going to post the song i was talking about. i swear its like it was written about me in a lot of the song. its amazing. CLICK ME FOR EAR CANDY.
candy used to sit at the front of the class. i really liked her but i sat in the back. she was really pretty and she talked real fast. like that , uh huh just like that.
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